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Thursday, February 4, 2016

GAH!

Though I'm lil Miss TMI, I'm not one to share THIS much. I'm having one of the worst cases of ADHD I've experienced in a long time. It's horribly frustrating. It's preventing me from sleeping at night and then I'm just dead in the morning. I can't concentrate on work to save my life. It could be a manic state, I'm not sure. I just know that I'm going nuts.

After 2 hours of having that paragraph sitting in a facebook update, waiting for me to hit ENTER, I decided to not share it.

I think what is happening is a response to letting someone go who ... this is unbearable. I feel so alone. I know in my head that I'll feel better tomorrow or the next day... not perfect but better and not so alone. But I just want to cry myself to sleep and wish I had someone to be here with me.

I'm utterly paralyzed. I don't know what to do, so I'll just go to bed.

Something funny that just juxtaposed on my computer...

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